January 4th, 2004

Why Me? Penguin

You can help!

http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/

They're having trouble getting the minimum amount of clicks necessary to get free food donated to the abused animals they help. It's easy to do, so please bookmark it and go to it every day...

Thanks to rolypolypony for pointing this out...

I even half of my friend's list did this just once we could get 120 bowls of food to animals in need! Please do it if you can and spread the word!
Why Me? Penguin

With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats you can't say we're satisfied...

I am sooo broke and so not ready for work to resume tomorrow. I am also majorly depressed right now because I just realized there is little or no chance of me being able to go to school this semester and it just burns me up inside...

My mom -- god I need to call her (she has been calling to try to talk to me for over a week, I just don't have the energy to deal with her right now.

My job -- is going to suck this week as there is loads to catch up on and a lot of angry people will be awaiting my return. I need something that pays more than $18,000 a year...

I can't think of anything else to say except that 2004 is not shaping up to be a good year...
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Addendum to the last post...

I have been vacillating between beating myself up for not doing more and at the same time beating myself up for not taking it easy. Even for the past two weeks of vacation I haven't stopped thinking about work and other such annoyances. It is to the point I don't feel like I can function right now... I am just letting everyone down, like always :(

I know I need to take better physical care of myself as I have had two weeks of vacation and have been sick most of that time. My immune system is worn and ugh, I just can't handle anymore right now.

I have friends and family and work and attempts at school all pulling me in different directions. I just need some time to figure out what I can do reasonably... the only problem is that the more I do, the more I want to do then I overload. I am sooo scared right now, perhaps I am on the edge of finding out things about myself that I don't really want to know...