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What to do...?

I don't know what to do about tomorrow and I have been making myself sick with worry all week thinking about it.

I don't have any help to get my mom moved, save my aunt who cannot do much, and one of her friends. I want to take someone with me who is impartial and supportive to me becuase I need that in case the worst happens... my mom goes off the deep end and gets hit, arrested, or worse...

I don't think a lot of people understand that I am falling apart over this but I don't know how to tell her no without feeling guilty and making the situation worse for her...

I am so scared right now, and so tired... I need someone or something to cling to... and I just don't have anything. My husband has to work tomorrow so he can't help and I am so reluctant to ask anyone else, because the situation is so bad.

If I am not around for a while I may have gotten arrested or just be in seclusion or something... someone please call me on Sunday and make sure I am okay.

That's all for now. I need to stop being so crazy and sad all the time. I think I am going to call a therapist.


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Mar. 31st, 2006 06:41 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry you're having to deal w/ this :( I'll be sending strong, good thoughts your way tomorrow - may it go better than you expect.

Mar. 31st, 2006 06:45 pm (UTC)
I don't know what to do to help. If I were there I'd do whatever I could. I'm so sorry you're having to deal with it.
Mar. 31st, 2006 07:10 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I send you good vibes and hopes that everything will turn out well. I wish there was more I could do :(
Mar. 31st, 2006 08:57 pm (UTC)
contact me.
Mar. 31st, 2006 09:25 pm (UTC)
I've two shoulders and two ears at your disposal if you want to/need to vent.
Apr. 1st, 2006 01:54 am (UTC)
I wish there were more I could do *huggles*
Apr. 1st, 2006 01:59 am (UTC)
Apr. 1st, 2006 06:59 am (UTC)
Am sorry things are so stressful for you right now -- I hope you're able to get settled soon. *hugs*
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